| Only in my dreams |
[04 Jun 2009|10:14pm] |
I've come to realize there are some things in this livejoural, and some things in the past that i love. I keep thinking about some last night deep talks, or RPing with hillary and watching movies until all hours that made it a much simplier time.
Things were good when iwas young. Now i feel so old.
Dear Robert, how i miss you.
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| baby shambles- is she more beautiful then me? |
[13 Aug 2007|02:09am] |
okaies. so. vacation was bueno. college is comming near and i feel anxious.
i don't update much anymore, because i don't love you. thats a lie, i do, i do. but my facebook is cool. search me there :).
today i went to clinton hill with gabby and it will be my future home. it is beautiful (is she more beau-) and i luff it.
i'm reconnecting with people and i'm trying to feel positive.
i wish everyone luck, and gabby- keep on spammin' me, baby!
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[03 Apr 2007|10:25pm] |
TOO. MUCH. FOOD. this is why i love and hate passover. i feel like a beached whale. *dies*
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| i am going to be straight foward. |
[25 Mar 2007|03:47pm] |
I need some good wine and five hours in a room to feel like the world for once-is correct. korn pulses at me through speakers and its creeping up my fingernails, and i can't say i don't like it. I need metal blood and holes to do the patchwork, and if the mop was a different color, i can't express how happy it might make me.
all in all, i need to chew on bolts, bathe in iodine, have a bartenura for dinner, paint my nails, start painting again goddamnit, because thoes things make like so worth it.
and right now i feel so stuck. kingdom hearts in greece,
and i feel like a minoan queen, and i feel the need to be greek, and i feel my soul wants to travel and my body heavy and reluctant. detatchment is the one thing i crave and fear.
i'll go wrestle with midnight and drink cranberry juice and figure a plan. nevermind. fuck the plan.
...and saying that makes me proud.
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[25 Mar 2007|03:18pm] |
comment: Your face, okay. your face. end comment.
And YOU. change that picture. it is too sexy and i will simply not put up with that hooplah. :)
Something better change my world.
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